dusty trails here, I believe my life here on earth has been redeemed through Christ because Iam learning to love and appreciate all the things that god has blessed me with.I enjoy a greater peace of mind and satisfaction in my daily living.I even experience joy at times.Now I have gratitude where before it was dissatisfaction.I spent a lot of time dealing with long bouts of depression,medication and therapy.Through Gods words I feel like a shell of a man has now grown into something a little more significant and the more I pray and study the more beautiful it gets! I guess my mistake has always been I try to put myself in Gods place and think,How could God love a person like me? let alone give his only son up for me! How arrogant and stupid is that!But I have asked for forgiveness and I will have faith and pray for understanding.