When I partake of the Lord's Supper it opens my eyes as to what Jesus did for me. He didn't have to give his life for mine. So as I eat of his body I remember the tortuing he went through. As I drink of the wine it reminds me of his blood covering my sins. Even if I was the only one on this earth he still would have done that just for me. It brings me joy and sorrow at the same time. Joy that he loved me to do so. Sorrow for what he had to go through.