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It was because of something I battled/struggled with for years that my Christian life hit a turning point. At that time I had a growth spurt, actually more like a launch into a deeper relationship with Jesus. That was 10 years ago and my relationship with Him grows deeper each year. I had been a Christian about 20 years before this launch took place. So that "trial" (stuggle) has great value. Satan trys to destroy me using this specific struggle. But it seems to me all he's been able to do is trip me up. But my Lord is always right there to help me back up. And when I get back up, I'm stronger because of Him. He is refining me and I am so thankful. How have I changed? I don't go to the false god nearly as much as I use to. It continues to become a smaller and smaller part of my life. I am more accepting of what might be God's will and letting go of what I thought was my will....but really I want His will.