that he wants to go and be with god as it says in the bible as the deer pants for streams of water so my soul pants for you 0 god he puts all his hope in god thats how he got over his depression for i will yet praise him my savior and my god yes i couldnt reach out to god i wish i could have but my dad died and i was so upset and hurt that at the time i was so angry at god because i felt he took the person i loved the most away and im still living in pain but i know now that god didnt do this it was his time to go so god took him to heaven hisname is arthur raymond tibbetts and he was tthe best father a person could ever have god is number 1 now but ill never stop loving my dad ever